Ok, so I'm a few days late with this. So what? I only made a few resolutions, and they're already changing things for me. I think the most important one was to live in the moment. Sometimes, I get frustrated (like today) because I'm thinking of all the work to be done over the course of the next few days. Living in the moment eliminates that, and lets me just enjoy being a mom, a wife and a homemaker. Even if it is alot of work.
I also resolved to change my attitude. After realizing that the way I say things causes my family to run (or crawl) as far away from me as possible, I've determined that it's time for me to go to the doctor and see about getting help. Whether it comes in the form of counseling, medicine or something else, I need it.
Beth's twins should both be home soon... Lily has been since right after Christmas, and Cara should be in the next few days. Thank God. I know Beth was starting to get a little antsy to have her home.
We're going to try and pay off Kaz this year along with a couple smaller bills. I really hope it happens... that would be one less thing on my mind constantly.
I can't believe Ronnie will be a year old already.... where did the time go? What happened to my little still, quiet, snuggly baby? Now he's all movement, all boy. *sigh*
And hair!! He's got so much more hair!!
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