reading

ok, so i'm reading this book called 'lean forward into your life' and in it i read today that i have a unique purpose... a unique intention that only i can bring to whatever i attempt. and i figured out why i write so much... because i'm trying to sort things out, and because i want to learn things that are deeply hidden inside me. i also learned that i am responsible for the history i'm creating... i can choose how to remember things. i'm the only one who can influence my actions and attitudes. i don't need to identify myself by my shortcomings or the things i can't do.

I also came up with a new way to identify the hurts in my heart... they're not scars, they're stories. each hurting part of me really does have a story behind it. i never thought of it that way. hmm. things to ponder.